| | ". . . Every time you casually have sexual relations with someone who you are not married to, a little bit of your soul dies in a way. You have given to a stranger something that is valuable and precious. You have allowed this person to steal your wealth, to take away your honor."
This is exactly why I feel so disgusted with myself. I don't want to say that I regret having sex because with regret you haven't learned anything, but I just wish I would not have had to learn that lesson but instead listened to what everyone was trying to tell me and teach me. I know that I cannot do anything to take back what I did no matter how much a wish I could, but I still haven't forgiven myself for it. It has gotten better over time, especially with Alex and his wise and comforting words, but it is still something I need to work on.
I feel like I have become distant with God and I do not like it. I'm going to start working on that. I want to go back to the great mood I was in a few days ago. :]
I just need to pray about everything and figure things out. |
| | Posted 1/27/2009 5:01 PM - 6 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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